Weekend weekend!

Early start to weekend yeay!! .>_<.

Have been listening to Linkin Park's songs the whole night and whole day. Love them!! Very good for destressing me thinks :) This is their latest single 'What I've Done' off their newest album due out next month, 'Minutes to Midnight'.

Blast ur speakers & enjoy!!


My pathetic attempt at drawing how I felt last nite LOL

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So listless
So bored
So lethargic
So moody
So frustrated
So annoyed
So tired
So 'mou liu'
So uninterested
So geram
So bothered
So perturbed
So angry
So apathetic
So indifferent
So impassive
So unconcerned
So dispassionate
So aloof



So disturbing yet so calming

Yume...

Yume...['yu-meh']...the Japanese word for 'dreams'.

Do you ever have recurring dreams? Dreams that occur every now and again, but are similar, giving you a sense of deja vu, of a "I've been here before, seen and heard that before" kind of feeling? It's not so bad if they are nice pleasant dreams, but it's really freaky and creeps me out when I get the kind of disconcerting unpleasant dreams which I can only remember patches of when I wake up, leaving me feeling really unnerved and uncomfortable. More often than not, these dreams occur when I'm sleeping outside of a normal sleeping time, e.g. in the afternoon or something like that. And somehow or rather, they usually (but not always) involve people that I know, my family & my friends. Many a time they're not people that are directly around me, but people that are far away from me in real life. Maybe a subtle reminder to myself that I should keep in touch better...? Hmmm...

I do have a couple of dreams that have recurred a few times over the last few years. Never back to back, the time between each recurrence could be over a year, or after a few months. One of it involves this horrifying dream of my tooth/teeth falling out, usually for no particular reason, and me bleeding all over in my mouth. But somehow, I always seem to be not really bothered in the dream, although I will wake up with palpitations and feeling really disturbed. Very very disturbed. And double triple checking that ALL my teeth are still intact in my mouth without any signs of blood around me. And I can't remember any specific tooth that has fallen out more than once, though I know that different teeth have fallen out in different dreams. Ughhh..!! Gross to the highest level. Must be that creepy movie 'The Dentist' still lurking somewhere there at the back of my mind. Blehh!

Another on and off recurring dream that I have is of me in this particular house, or rather, wooden-like haunting mansion-like building with many different levels and different rooms, and always with people that I know, be it family members or friends. And there's always this creepy feeling that accompanies me when I'm in the dream, and after I wake up from the dream, although I can never remember the particular circumstances of what makes me feel creeped out and scared and nervous. And I'm there watching people, talking to people, running around from one room to another, getting palpitations even in my dream. Weirddddddd........ :P Ackkkk hope I don't get any dreams tonight. Already getting a bit freaked out from trying to recall these dreams.

On a happier and cheerier note though, we celebrated Luke's birthday a few times this past week ;) And we had good news from him too!! Yeay!!! So glad for you Lukey!!! Wishing you all the happiness in the world ya!! *hugz* A few photos from his birthday celebrations (these are from the Sat nite dinner):

The double-decker 'Death by Choc'

The Birthday Boy

The Housemates

The Married Couple

The Pseudo-married Couple?

The 4 Babes

Having a good time :)

Will post more pictures later lah. Lazy now. Or you can go to my facebook to see more uploaded & edited pics .>_<. Courtesy of Mr LeeSC's camera...oh yeah, congrats on your job in London!!! May it be a stepping stone to a much brighter career in the future ;)